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Hey, Sorry this wont be a long post... Am tired , just came from school. Anyway, i believe i have mentioned this a million times before.. and i will again explain in brief. basically when you smile either of the two will happen- 1- if they love you they will automatically love your smile and they will smile too 2- if they hate you they will be jealous and envious about how you can be soo happy and they cant Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, I am putting this because one of my friends has done this.. each scar show the amount of pain you have gone through. It shows how many chapters may have been difficult or must have gone wrong in the story of your life. But it isn't the end. God writes everyone's  story and you know that no book has ever had a sad ending....Like i mean where you are not rewarded. so dont think those scars end all your pain.. Honestly saying it just increases pain but you have to live those scars. I read this online and have tried... take a lipliner and every time you feel like cutting yourself just use the lipliner like you would use the blade... it leaves a mark the colour of blood which may satisfy your urges temporarily.  soo... Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, sorry that i hadnt posted for soo long.. i was not in town den we came early on Monday and i still had to go to school so i was zonked and den we had a concert yesterday so i cam home at 8 pm from school so i am really sorry. Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, did you know that only by fear do you grow?? But dont let fear control you. You are the master of fear, how can you let a servant control the master? If you constantly fear of the wrong things that might happen you will never see the right. And if we never tried I dont think you would be reading this, cause all of this - this site, any site , the computer, phones tablets etc were all created by people who knew the risks and had their fears to invest in a thing which you dont know whether it would work or not. so will you let fear control your life? Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, I actually respect people who remain strong and hold their head high after going through so much.. I know what it feels like to go to so much and i cant complain cause i know people have gone through much more. So if you know anyone like this then remember there can be no one stronger than these people Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Did you ever look up at the sky at those millions of beautiful stars?? Yes i can read your name between them... You are already touching the clouds, the stars are just a little higher... And to help you go higher, I am ready give my self to be your stairs. Cause in your happiness lies mine! Any help I can provide.. Ideas, suggestion advice, anything? just ask! Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, To be torn down.... No one knows to be torn down better than i do. All what i thought were my strengths begin to crumble, people i though close to family became foes. And after being torn i don't want anyone experiencing it. I have tried my best to not let people get as low as i have felt. If you have read  the 'PERCY JACKSON - HEROS OF OLYMPUS' series i can totally relate to Nico. So i have been that down with a million reasons to commit suicide and am still clinging on a weak thread of hope. So don't ear anyone down and keep strong Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Many time you don't know how to cheer up a person.. All you need to do is hug them and don't say a thing.. If they feel comfortable then they them self will tell you. " I JUST NEED A HUG" i have told my friends cause i am quite an open person.But not everyone is like me so you need to get it out of them but constantly asking them wont do that, Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, If this is you then you are totally like me... And this ain't good cause someones gonna come be nice n all n then throw you like you are nothing... Telling this from experience... So hide your emotions but not all of them... some times showing out your emotion too is good...show that you are strong and i know you have a weak spot just don't let everyone know what it is.. Be strong but be tender.. The only reason i told you not to hide is because i did that and now am repenting ... I realized i can take it no more and because of that i cant take any emotions that make me angry or low and when hit with those emotions i begin to scream at loved ones and be arrogant anyway... Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Here is a poem from a very talented student from my school:                                 WIND OF CHANGE Today the broken unite Today the defenseless strike Today the world is put together By man and woman alike Today the invisible are seen Today the veils are raised Today is the day that had never been In the lives of the defaced Today night fell at dawn And did not go away A million candles couldn't darkness dispel  A million suns couldn't bring day Today the silence is loud and clear Today the screams mean more Tomorrow seems to be finally be here Change knocks upon our door Today the dishonored is crowned Today the proud hangs his head Today the world puts its hearts together To immortalize the dead                                  --- Anuradha Iyer XI-C (as of 2013)

Hey, I know it hurts .. cry it out... but then smile it away.. cause you learnt something from this... not everyone understands you.... no one is as loving and caring as you so move on and smile cause it will show them that you have a world beyond them and they were just a barrier you just crossed. And now you are one step closer to conquer the world and they are one less distraction from your goal Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Soo i have seen many people be used n thrown and to be honest i too have been used. And it hurts real bad... I begin to think low of my self Cause of that and i almost lost my self in self pity... that's when my mom helped me n i saw this...  from that day i believed i would find a way to get back ... so i might be a toy to you but little do you realise you just started the sport but i am coach! Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, I really wish people would understand this... every story has a happy ending if its not happy yet its not then end Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, when people hate you it is cause of something which makes you unique..... so don't be demotivated by them....don't fall  don't trip over them .. don't fall just stand up straight... dust your self (ensure the dust falls on then, i.e. rub the fact that you are not hurt by what they say on them) and walk over them.... Stand tall!!! Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Like i said two posts today... Soo any way.. I have never had this moment yet and it would be beautiful to experience it.... i wish i could hear this.. from someone special i know..  he doesn't know it  cause i am an earth of my very own secrets and most of them never come out from my Bermuda triangle..... i tried to tell him but he just stopped talking to me :'( Sorry for that... Soo i guess that's it for today Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Sorry for not posting for so many days... I have been busy and school also started :'( Anyway... I hope you relate cause i totally relate to this a lot of people trust me.... And at times i feel as though i shall burst with soo many secrets... But i look at it from this point of view:- "there must be some reason these people tell me and not anyone else... THEY TRUST ME.. " I believe you should look at it from this point too :) Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok P.S. i shall put two posts today to make up for it ...

Hey, This is not meant as a joke... Many people only see the funny side or rude side of this... But look it through When you have lost everything and are falling there will be a floor which gives you a plat form of support to stand up and rise again..  Just think about it Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Just think about it... What have you done till now towards your goal , the amount of effort you have put and all the hard work done.. the countless hours stayed awake.... Will you let all the hard work you have put in go down the drain? You have worked soo hard towards your goal and its almost in your grasp you cant give up now... Its soo close then why? Find a way to remove the obstacle rather than the obstacle removing your goal... Your goal is just at the other end of the bridge you just have  to cross it... And then happiness. Just pure happiness . Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, Did you know that even in your silence people can here you screaming? They hear you crying, wanting something real bad? Yes its true. Listen to yourself next time you are low you will realize hat how ever loud you think you are, you actually are screaming to yourself in your head. Y ou want to shout it out but your ego takes over..  agree you must not shout out all the time but sometimes you need to let the world know your story before they start the rumors / hates . let the world know your existence and your story before they drown you in a lake full of harsh words and lies  Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

When did this happen? Computer games don’t interest Life seems too much No time to rest Books take me to lands Which I adore But time to read I have no more “Studies give you everything” My parents all ways say I worry about studies Even when I have break When marks are low And there is no scope When my face is covered with Tears of lost hope Thoughts occur to me Haunts me day out Don’t want to keep inside me I want to shout it out I am waiting for  better day When then sun rises for me When I look back at the struggling days The days that set me free The days of lost hope In Which I remained strong The days of sorrow Long have they gone When did this happen? I became so optimistic To conquer a dream To make it realistic To forget the sorrow To live for gold To be old and wise Be young and bold                             -Kamya Ashok                         14/9/2014

Fighting the enemy inside Did you ever pick that knife And bring it to you hand With hope for it making you feel better Or taking you to a better land But still fought these urges Keeping yourself strong Saying this pain is temporary It won’t last long You say your life’s a mess and This is not what it’s supposed to be This is not what I expected This is not me Looking at all the skinny girls Just laughing amongst them selves While a tear rolls down your cheek While staring at the book shelf To hate your self To hide your sorrow Trying to convince yourself There will be a better tomorrow You portray yourself strong Not a care for a thing But you know it for a fact Deep inside you’re bleeding You must know You have an enemy inside Who is trying to hurt And tell you nothings all right But trust me when I say This day shall come When you fight against yourself And this enemy shall be done We are all in

Hey, There still is hope... hope-? what is it? it makes you feel there is a reason to exist . it is what you hold on to when you have given up. Hold On Pain Ends Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, As i had promised.... you realise you need to travel the ups and downs you make it straight...  you need to be strong... there will constantly be people discouraging you people hurting you but dont stop for them..... stop only when you achieve you goal (please note you never do achieve your goal.... cause you reach one check point and realise that there is more....) Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, soo there are some really dumb people in life who try bringing you down... so next time you meet anyone like that tell them the exact thing in the picture... Cause you are perfect being you.... maybe you might be rude once in a while, then your best friend or family should tell you that cause you no changing for anyone okay? Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, No pain no gain.. You have heard that a lot but it shall make more sense with the quote above..... am sorry i am writing soo little . am going out right now and my parents are in a hurry... so i have to rush . will explain this later... sorry Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, This is exactly what I have been trying to tell you... You have something within you that no one close has... You are unique. We are all born with a purpose, a goal and we are killing our selves without even achieving our goal. We humans don't accept this fact and thus we land in problems... Just go with the flow of life and you will be happy:) Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok

Hey, This is just beautiful... and true. You won't know what a happy day is without the sad ones and you won't know what light is without dark...... So if you ever feel low or your day has gone bad, remember it is not the end. Its just the down, the up is coming so stay tuned cause its the way you handle the downs that shape your up days.. stay strong Keep Smiling :D Kamya Ashok