when did this happen?

When did this happen?
Computer games don’t interest
Life seems too much
No time to rest

Books take me to lands
Which I adore
But time to read
I have no more

“Studies give you everything”
My parents all ways say
I worry about studies
Even when I have break

When marks are low
And there is no scope
When my face is covered with
Tears of lost hope

Thoughts occur to me
Haunts me day out
Don’t want to keep inside me
I want to shout it out

I am waiting for  better day
When then sun rises for me
When I look back at the struggling days
The days that set me free

The days of lost hope
In Which I remained strong
The days of sorrow
Long have they gone

When did this happen?
I became so optimistic
To conquer a dream
To make it realistic

To forget the sorrow
To live for gold
To be old and wise
Be young and bold
                            -Kamya Ashok

                        14/9/2014

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