Was it meant to be?

Was it meant to be
for us to be left for each other,
want to turn around
but don't turn to look at one another.
Too scared to be hurt again,
too scared to stand,
Can't believe it would end like this
just escaped your hands.
Don't want to fall in them again,
too scared to see that shadowed face,
not a trace of shame painted on it
life is no easy race.

Scared for eternity,
scarred for life,
did you even think about
the number of times I have picked that knife?
Not once did you think
ever about me,
was this really how
it was meant to be?
Can'tbelieve I trusted you,
how could I have been such a fool?
To believe you and I were one?
To believe happily ever after is true?

Flowers which are on my way
wither
colour turns grey.
For today I realise beauty is best,
whats true isn't really true.
Happiness should be given to everyone,
everyone except you.
I thought I could escape this,
this nightmarish thought.
You think you left it far behind,
but it's the only thing you've got.

To see you smirk,
it kills me inside.
To act as though nothing happened,
shadows of evil beside.
Are there truly angels?
Is there a real god?
If there is so
where are you hiding lord?
To see your child
suffer from this pain,
why aren't you helping me?
what pleasure do you gain?

Am stronger,
Am bold,
Am not standing here
to get into your hold.
But instead, stand here to scare you,
to show you my might,
because evil always loses
and victory belongs to the right.
You thought I would beg you,
oh, the fury and the rage,
I have grown wiser
the more I age.


You pick on the weak
'cause you are a coward,
but no more
'cause my might on you has towered.
Get crushed under the power,
you wicked soul.
I have done what others couldn't,
I achieved their goal.
I emerge from the shadows
with a new light,
to a new world
with a new life.

You are still locked
cause you have chained your future to your past,
crimes committed
are a tattoo which forever shall last.